The Road Through Wonderland: Surviving John Holmes

Fireflies -- The man in the box -- From sea to shining sea -- Too young -- California -- Early morning Dawn -- The world according to John -- A rose of Sharon -- It takes three to tango -- The evolution of a fall: cocaine -- When the bough breaks: snap -- The worst day -- My name is-- Dawn -- The queen of spades -- One last Wonderland, baby! -- Nothing up his sleeve -- No! -- War and peace.;Schiller reveals the perilous road John Holmes led her down -- from drugs and addiction to beatings, arrests, forced prostitution, and being sold to the drug underworld. Surviving the horrific Wonderland murders, she entered protective custody, ran from the FBI, endured a heart-wrenching escape from John, and ultimately turned him in to the police.